I had now too much time to think, too many holes and a lack of something intense, to wonder again.
I had too many things to do, last few weeks, a new house, my cat coming home... Some sort of stuff that keeps your head in an "ersatz" of intensity. But when those stops, then you realize. You realize you're alone and even if you speak with the 1000 friends you think have on the network then , you're only more alone.
Because I start to build a new life , it is like a whole brand new creation that I'm feeling and it is hard to think "hey I'm going well today ! Yes but where am I going anyway"
We used to pose together as we were both models, but at the end it was just me.
This is the last shoot I've done linked to her. When I wanted her to style me up.
But when you think of those things twice, then separated it seems like everything was different in real.
At the end, it was just me.
It is clearly raining cats and dogs here.
Photo by Leeloo Do