Hello Dears,
Ok so I made it this far , who knew ?
Everyday I feel like I believe a little less and a little less.
I hope this year there will be a day that I will go back to be in a stable and neutral mood. I thought it was boring but now I missed it. I cant live like this.
I have to much weight on my shoulders.
Hating life is really not the best feeling of all. When you feel like you had lost everything.
And you complain and complain and complain…
So you cant even reach out anymore cause everybody’s fed up with you answering the question “are you ok?” With a simple no.
People like you better when you’re up there. When you’re fun and happy.
They magically all disappear when you’re down. Cause you’re not able to listen to their own problems.
So guess what ?
I’ve done this before I can do it again.
No social life, family that drains me energy, a regular work so I can afford to travel and do stuff on my own.
But that’s ok, I ll be back to be a lone wolf. I can do that.
Cheers to 2023 and loneliness (for a change).
Love,
Lorna
xxx
Pictures by the amazing Cecile Clavel
