Thursday, May 16, 2019

When the Day meets the Night // When the Moon felt the Sun







Hi Dears,
Firstly I would like to say that this title is a nod to a band I used to listen for a long time... Would you be able to recognize it ? ;)
If I recall this time of my life, oh dear, I was so full of dream... My dad was still here, I just started to dig in my heart. Digging for answers, to Life, to what's inside me, to music, to my place in this world.
I know it sounds a bit crazy but listening to it once again I felt like; alright I haven't been losing myself so much these last years. I may have been into dark places but I always tried to find some light in it.
Poke Dumbledore of course ;)

And I must say this is a new series shot by my boyfriend and I love how sharp it looks like me. (yes i did use my name, don't be jealous lol)
I loved shooting with tons of different photographers but oh how I love when it's easy and simple, sometimes photography is more than a great camera, it's more of a vivid capture. Capturing when the model feels at ease and connects with the inner self.
 With him, I don't know why (alright you folks know why cause I'm in love that's obvious lol) but I feel like there is a deep connection to what I really am and another human being. Like, I don't say that I didn't had this connection before but I feel like I am not pretending to anything anymore I feel true , and I feel sincere. I am at a stage of a rebirth but from myself. And feeling this connected to someone who bonds you with nobody else but yourself. Wow, what a powerful feeling.










When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer
When the moon found the sun

He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer (summer)








Outfit:

Headscarf from Modanisa
Ear Loops from Bershka
All clothes are thrift
Heels from Primark








Love,
Lorna
xxx






Friday, May 03, 2019

Golden Lupinus



Hello Dears,

I hope everyone's great !
I'm fighting with anxiety (oh again?) these days. Like not the usual depression just massive hits of anxiety. I had problems with my neighbors, problems with my work/social allowance, and this without mentioning the fact that since I'm here I am so unable to have social activities. I don't even try now, like I even have "symptoms" that pops up to make me avoid people.
I struggle when I have to take the metro, when there is too many people around me, when I know that there is something planned.
Taking things one by one is still very difficult to me.
But I often remember to write "those" lists ; haha made me look like a maniac. It's just that I find it more enjoyable and I have to admit I love to write lists since I'm very young 😂

Anyway, tell me if you too feel like really socially awkward but people think you're cool and stressless 😂













Outfit:

"Kimono" from a market
Thrift Belt
Tube skirt and Lace long sleeved top by Modanisa
Earrings by Rosegal
Vans old skool







Love,
Lorna

Thanks again to my sweet bf 📷  Lionel