Thursday, August 17, 2017

Red Carmin

Hello Dears,

Here is a little sneakpeek from the last order I received by Zaful !
I love this lingerie it's really comfy and arrived in a small cute pocket.
How are you these days ?
I'm starting a new med (agaiiin) but I believe it will be okay this time. I was really feeling down not vacillating so it's easier to treat medically speaking.
I'm not finished with the craving snacks at night but this will be a next step for me. I want to proceed slowly ...

Thanks to Zaful and Karine Lopes for the photos !


Friday, August 11, 2017

See Through Lingerie

See through lingerie and harnesses had became a lot trendy these days; on DressLily you can shop loads of cute lingerie and it's not expensive at all.
Have a little look at my wishlist !


1) first picture: The Babydoll lingerie

And you what would you choose ?

Tuesday, August 08, 2017

Apple Follies

Hi Dears,

I hope your summer is going great. Cause mine was a bit chaotic... I don't even know if I want to talk about it. But clearly, a new era is coming.
Sometimes you feel very certain about some things and then "puf" *HARRY POTTER reference, i know*
I lost some people around me like every year ... I am tired about it.
I just want to protect myself from being hurt again. I'll open myself to few people and won't try to find new persons because I'm too scared. I'm scared of being afraid. The fear you got when you realize you have something and you can finally loose it.

Let's speak about something funnier now !
Those shoes ! Oh my god. I completely lost control when I tried them on. I had to own them haha.
They're the most confortable shoes I think I tried in my life.
Here's a little greenish look for you :

(my face is so funny right here, but I love the scene behind me !)


Dress from Episode  thrift shop
Asics Gel Lyte 5
Bag thrifted a while ago

Suede Lipstick by Nyx



Sunday, July 16, 2017

Random lifestyle

Hello Dears,
I'm currently in South of France with my friends ! So, actually a bit busy doing .. hm: nothing haha.
But that's a good thing cause it's very difficult for me , just to let go.
These are some random pictures I love from Thomas Depaepe.

The bathing suit below is from Rosegal !

 Love, and lot of sun


Sunday, July 09, 2017

Urban Bubblegum

Hello Dears,
So it has been one week that I've taken the new meds and also that my girl went away to Israel.
And I'm doing ok ! It' s so comforting to realize that you can deal with life by yourself when everything was falling apart just before ...

I just bought a very easy reading magazine earlier and enjoyed going through it with some sunshine on my terrace. Simple things can tear you up sometimes.

Although : little note I had to add, I have to change the pills cause they are making me completely slow and I don't want this: it helped my mind not my body... Sometimes you have to choose well I decided I will find an other way !


Lipstick from Nyx
Bracelet shopped on a market
Sunglasses from Topshop (old)
Top from New Look
Skirt from Richard Kahl (independent shop in Paris)
Shoes from Zara



Photocredits: Virginie Zilbermann

Sunday, July 02, 2017

Rain on Sunday, sunrise on Monday

Hello Dears,

I hope you are all enjoying a fresh and nice summer. In Paris, it's in fact raining one day and blue sky the next day. But I reckon you'd rather have a look at a light colorful photoshoot, so here it is !
I shot with Thomas Depaepe, whom I haven't seen in a while and it was cool chatting with him.
He, who I haven't seen since my break-up with my longest relationship, should I mention the last time he did saw me I just had lost like 20 kgs: and now I gained like more than 10; I believe.
But enough about my weight in every blogpost (I'm so sorry but that is completely obsessing me I cannot deny) let's speak Love ... Ahaha. Dr Lorna Love; no just kidding.

Although, I have to say that this is a topic which makes me also rain one day and rise the next one...
I'm having personality and mood troubles and it is even more accentuated when I'm in love. The good part for the beloved is that I cannot hide when I'm into you: but the not really enjoyable part is ... well: every other failures from my mind "mis-control". Like I can act really crazy (remember the height level of a girl who is crazy vs is hot: well that's totally it!) and not act like it the next morning or worse not even remember it.
So, my doctors gave me a new med I hope it'll help make me stabilize.
I'll tell you !


Yellow vintage dress from Yvonne & Georgette
Heels from Zara (old)

Suede lipstick from Nyx (12)



Photo credits: Thomas Depaepe