Art Déco

Hi Dears

I think it’s the end of my journey in what used to be my favourite work.

Things aren’t going well at all and I hope, and I’m sure now, that there is a better future for me elsewhere.

I cannot continue to be treated like this.

I opened my eyes, it hurt.

But I try to believe it’s for the best.

Here are some soft and sweet pictures from Joe Gaston, a splendid meeting I made recently.

I have something stuck in my throat for days because of work, I hope the feeling will slowly go away, so I needed something soft and delicate.

Love,

Lorna

xxx

 

Vinyl Urbex in Colours

Hi Dears,

Let me know what do you think of this colour version of the Kawaii Vinyl shoot !

I love it can’t wait to post it on IG.

Thanks again to DameTenebra for this beautiful work.

Outfit is thrift 

Shoes are from LaModa

P.S : by the way , I went to my new apartment today … I just loooove it ! I can’t wait to move. But in a way I am suuuper scared. I’m really not good with changes 🙈 

Love,

Lorna

xxx

 

Urbex

Hi Dears,

This is my latest collaboration with DameTenebra. I just had to do some very kitsch and dark fet-ish outfit since this skirt is getting a bit tight for me 😅 

I gained 10kgs since I started to get back to antidepressants but I have to say yes it works. I am finally going back to a life that I love and finally accomplished something great. Thanks to my dad. Yes dears, I’m finally home owner!

Well I’m in Paris so the place is sort of … inexistant lol

It’s very very small. But I don’t care. It’s mine. I have my tiny house 🖤

I could never afford this if it weren’t for my dad.

And who’s gonna paint her walls black now ? 😬 

Love,

Lorna

xxx

 

Dirndl

Hi Dears,

Here are some pictures from my last trip to Tours where I met Faallaway.

Very nice person we connected a lot on a neurodivergent level 👽🖤

If you’re in France definitely book a session with her !

I wanted something a bit cold and a touch of « bricks » so I’m happy about what we did. The dress is vintage and comes from a real Dirndl shop from Austria 🇦🇹 

Speak soon with big (huge for me) news!

Love,

Lorna

xxx

 

Reloaded

Hi Dears,

I was waiting and waiting for the perfect timing to drop those images from the fabulous Amandine (Dame Tenebra) with a touch of cyber goth/punk and futuristic wave which I can’t deny makes me think of Matrix

 -guilty pleasure- 🙊 🥷🏻 

I wanted to feel reloaded to post them.

I think now is the perfect timing.

Will soon be out of this hospital, will soon be a house owner, will soon start and build my own life.

With a little bit of hope but plenty of control freaked plans yeah we can finally make it.

Love you all,

Lorna

xxx

 

Battle with Honour

Hi Dears,

I’m super pleased to publish these pictures while being where I am right now.

If you haven’t watched my last YouTube video, I got a bit of rest and left some of my stress and anxiety behind me in Paris.

I don’t want to fear the outside world in the end so I know this is a temporary situation but it feels very much like a battle I’m winning against myself and I can say I’m very proud of this.

I wish you have a brightful start of the summer like me ☺️ 🌞 

Photo credits go to the amazing Comtesse Léa

Cosplay latex suit is from Catalyst Latex

Love,

Lorna 

xxx

 

Film Noir

 

Hi Dears,

I don't have much to say except that these days haven't been much fun for me. Nearly 6 months I'm feeling this complete sorrow in me and lemme tell you , it's no fun.

I have nevertheless accepted the situation (well, a tiny bit more than weeks ago) and even if it still hurts I feel like I'm no longer moving backwards.

Let's not get our hopes too high cause I'm not saying I'm moving forwards but I like to think I do.

I'm doing all I can to get back to a place where I can enjoy serenity and pleasure; and that's why i had this glimpse of hope again. I will be on holiday this summer, visiting some places I really wanted to visit and there's no way I'm taking this sorrow with me. There's no way I will waste my precious holiday memories, the one thing that really make me love life (travelling) because of this depression or whatever you want to call it.

I like the past. The past is retro, sparkling with memories, comforting even with nostalgia. 

But it's time I take a step back from this black and grey motion picture and face what I can do in the future.

(Even when the Dark Side Lorna really want to add : what future, were all doomed eventually)

Anyway, 

Take care,

Love

xxx

The two-sided-Lorna

Photo credits: LeilaNl