Preppy Lines

Hello Dears,
Hope you are all vey fine. I am in constant success for my brain these days I'm so proud ! I know this is because I started some new meds (yes kind of the same I was so proud I stopped them one year ago ...) well seems that stopping them wasn't a so good idea; in fact it made me fall this winter with the lack of serotonin and all the mood swings ... Not really a comfortable situation.
Also in Lille I've struggled to find some good places to be taken care of ... I don't want to speak about my new hometown but jeez how I miss Paris. (who knew I'd say this I know...)
I came back in Paris few days and saw some medical services very quickly ... nothing in comparison to here. Like really.
And you don't realize how it is to be in a safe (and public may I add!!) place to be in charge medically speaking. If I were completely lost I think I would have follow some very bad diagnostic and would have been worse right now, so thanks to my sceptic mind in a way and to every educationist shrink I met in my life !
Let's see how it goes further in time now ;)

Here are some pics I gladly show thanks to my boyfriend
(this new Instagrammer boy trend though ahahah)

Outfit:

Jumper from NafNaf

Skirt from New Yorker

Sheer fishnet tights Primark

Fake leather jacket Primark

Heart earrings Collectif Clothing

20 holes Dr Martens 1B60

Love,

Lorna

Red Carmin

Hello Dears,

Here is a little sneakpeek from the last order I received by Zaful !
I love this lingerie it's really comfy and arrived in a small cute pocket.
How are you these days ?
I'm starting a new med (agaiiin) but I believe it will be okay this time. I was really feeling down not vacillating so it's easier to treat medically speaking.
I'm not finished with the craving snacks at night but this will be a next step for me. I want to proceed slowly ...

Thanks to Zaful and Karine Lopes for the photos !

Love,

Lorna

Let me Fall for you

Hello Dears,

I've been missing a total black look right ? Well that's just me; one day white and pure light colors and the other its perfect opposite. But I have to admit... Black it is, damn it; and black it always be.

I learned that it's okay to like the different parts of you, like I learned to like my masculine side in me, it's okay to love and be proud of your very darkest sides too.

I've been trying to hide this, fearing I'll always look too much a goth, too much of a weirdo, too much of a witch.

(can you get why: me posting this , during October/31st Octoberish then haha)

But then what. Your hair looks too black and you cannot wear the lipstick you want?

When will a such rule exists ! Nope, I'll remain me and that is perhaps a very big metaphor for the plenty , and tons of things I would like to share (but can't because otherwise I would be banished from the Internet to let myself such exposed) but I think if you want to start to live your life you have to start doing the tiny things that will give you a smile on your face.

Yes it's 2015 late new school year, and I'm still writing this blog in a casual philosophical energy !

I've been down. Very down. I've seen places I never knew you could have it; in you. It scares me, nd it should scare you too. But I'm willing, willing to try to make it change. I'm trying my loads of different means and of course, this blog is one of the means. A very easy mean, but still. A light one.
I've been also up. I've seen people I wouldn't guess I'll meet. I was full. Full of joy and satisfaction. I want to keep this up. I want to keep the things moving the way they are.

i like it.

Look details:

Top: H&M Divided 14,99€
Jupe: Trangender Capsule Co from &other Stories 65€
Bag: H&M 29,99€ (so cooool to take out with you when you want to go and dance!)
Petites chaussettes en coton bio de chez Hema (j'en deviens folle) 4€
Shoes from old collab with Urban Outfitters

All pictures are from Apolline Durouchoux Photographies. Check out her new websites she's a great girl and own big talents for sure.

xxx

Love,

Lorna