Let me Fall for you

Hello Dears,

I've been missing a total black look right ? Well that's just me; one day white and pure light colors and the other its perfect opposite. But I have to admit... Black it is, damn it; and black it always be.

I learned that it's okay to like the different parts of you, like I learned to like my masculine side in me, it's okay to love and be proud of your very darkest sides too.

I've been trying to hide this, fearing I'll always look too much a goth, too much of a weirdo, too much of a witch.

(can you get why: me posting this , during October/31st Octoberish then haha)

But then what. Your hair looks too black and you cannot wear the lipstick you want?

When will a such rule exists ! Nope, I'll remain me and that is perhaps a very big metaphor for the plenty , and tons of things I would like to share (but can't because otherwise I would be banished from the Internet to let myself such exposed) but I think if you want to start to live your life you have to start doing the tiny things that will give you a smile on your face.

Yes it's 2015 late new school year, and I'm still writing this blog in a casual philosophical energy !

I've been down. Very down. I've seen places I never knew you could have it; in you. It scares me, nd it should scare you too. But I'm willing, willing to try to make it change. I'm trying my loads of different means and of course, this blog is one of the means. A very easy mean, but still. A light one.
I've been also up. I've seen people I wouldn't guess I'll meet. I was full. Full of joy and satisfaction. I want to keep this up. I want to keep the things moving the way they are.

i like it.

Look details:

Top: H&M Divided 14,99€
Jupe: Trangender Capsule Co from &other Stories 65€
Bag: H&M 29,99€ (so cooool to take out with you when you want to go and dance!)
Petites chaussettes en coton bio de chez Hema (j'en deviens folle) 4€
Shoes from old collab with Urban Outfitters

All pictures are from Apolline Durouchoux Photographies. Check out her new websites she's a great girl and own big talents for sure.

xxx

Love,

Lorna

No Widow, No Cry. Didn't work With the word "Windows" either?

You cannot always pretend things are okay because you used to do it this way. Sometimes it's good to feel lost.

You never imagine what's brightening at the end, but I can assure you there is much more than what you ever expect.

I'm happy I've been hurting, I'm glad it's in my deepest fears that I find strength.

I am now conscious that I can see a new change to my path. Or at least, a new way of living it.

Don't want to spoil one of the brand new movies now on screen...

But I too; know that "my mind is too complex for people and society to judge it" and I feel "Fear is what stimulates me".

Dress: ebay seller from Ursula Clothing
Bag: Zara

Plug/earring: Occessories 
Brooch: Pretty Eccentric Brighton

Shoes: Christian Dior vintage Soulier from Tapouillon Vintage

Photo by the Amazing Amandine Adrien.
Hairstyle from Cherry Crown.

Kitschy Capuccino Time... Still thinking of preparing a giveaway, What do you think ?

Xxx

Lorna