Scars don't lie

Hi Dears,

Following my new Parisian photo sessions, I met again with Virginie Zilbermann ! Was really happy to meet her again, she's a very genuine person and I love how it's always a wrap when shooting with her. What is funny, because before (even bf my previous photoshoot with Lara) I was scared I've lost it all but no I believe shooting is like riding a bike haha. Well, at least when you are with the right people.

About my update mood; I'll say I feel stronger and stronger days after days, because I finally have some time , well I finally allow myself to have some time, to figure out how to be rational about situations. And that helps me a lot.

We never wash our scars off, but at least you can cover them a bit...

And this comes often with a smile.

Outfit:

Jacket from Pull&Bear

Turtleneck from Pretty Little Thing

SHEIN belt & bag

Thrift Skirt

Boots from La Bottine Souriante

Love,

Lorna

xxx

Lover Beauty Fashion for women & Plus size

Hi Dears,

Here I want to present you a website where you can find affordable trendy Plus size clothing ! 

The name of this brand is Lover-Beauty.

And there is a wide range of products and cheap plus size dresses , plus sizes of course. From L to 5XL !

So... let me show you some pieces from my wishlist ...

Tailored Black dress

Glossy Brown V dress

I love this stripped Black & White dress !

How glam is this wrapped dress ?

Yellow Deep V Neck dress

As you may see these are often V neck but if you want to make it more modest, just add some under layer and that's a wrap ;) (again!)

How more inclusive can you be ? She's gorgeous 💚

The dress is Remarkable Green V collar dress

Love, 

Lorna

xxx

I see a red door and I want it paint in black

Hi Dears,

First, let me tell you how happy I am to shoot with Lara, one year later ! 

It took me a while since I posted something around here, but it was a bit hard these days. Everything had begun to fall around me again. I have to double my strength out there. 

I don't even know where to begin. But I think there is one sentence I said to my therapist the other day that I wished to share : I just want to be rational and safe but also get my life back.

This is why I have to work on my relationships. I, so much and all on my own, isolated myself. So, I'm working hard to fix my surrounding and this means bringing back some "hobbies", activities, and going out with friends (this fact made me the most anxious). I think I locked myself in a safe place that I didn't wanted to see what's going on outside anymore. But as a human being I have to admit to myself that we need company of others. Even though , I am quickly tired of socializing lol.

I make efforts and wish this makes me stronger day after day.

Outfit:

Jumper &Skirt from Shein

Pull & Bear fringe Jacket

Bagpack by Disturbia

White Boots from Public Desire

Love,

Lorna

xxx

Pictures by Lara Guffroy 💫

Leaving my cocoon for a new one

Hello Dears,

If you follow me on Instagram I explained briefly that I thought by coming home near Paris I was gonna flee my issues and will resolve everything. In fact, I was very happy being next to my boyfriend and friends , family. But as you may know things don’t always stay the way you want them to be ?
And I started the year, well very hardly.
I don’t know the future I might be naive to still have some little hope in me, but I can definitely say that I lost my rock my everything. You will answer “yeah but Lorna you know the only one who can save you is .. you , you know that?”
Well, I totally forgot. I just put all my hopes and fears on him and now I just feel drained and empty.
And knowing my condition it’s very very hard.
So good thing that I moved to Paris once again is that my mental health is more secure here, I m in a very good place were people are really helping and I’m so so grateful for that.
Also, it “helped” me bond again with my family and I forgot how important that can be.

Cherish your loved ones everyday, you never know what can happen in the future.

On a more cheerful note just enjoy this outfit photoshoot 😂😘

Outfit:

Béret from H&M
Vintage thrift shirt
Pimkie faux leather skirt
Kiabi coat
Dr Martens Dante White shoes

Love,

Lorna

Black and Bowie

Hello Dears,
And welcome to 2020 💫
I hope you all spent (or not) this new years eve the way you wanted it. I was invited by a lovely friend of mine, but actually was not able to make it through the transports on this day.
Why you'll ask ?
I don' know... I was all ready, I loved my make up, I even bought a bottle of wine (for someone who doesn't drink I went to seek for the one I like the most lol), I was on time and all ... But when I arrived at the station they changed the platform (to an unknown and unreachable one ?? why , why do you do that French rail service of my *** ___ hm sorry, lets continue)
and all the people were shouting and screaming (some of them maybe already in the mood of festivities..) and that just made me so anxious I couldn't breathe. First, they changed something , and I hate changes lol, and then the crowd ugh. I could have arrived later, took my time to search for the said platform, and went on another train. But it just made me feel so bad I had no other thing in mind that coming home.
But even then, I just felt so guilty... Not being able to go out like " a normal person " and sometimes I wish I could. I wouldn't lie, most of the times I'd rather stay home in my PJs. But not when I'm invited by people I like, I mean I really feel guilty afterwards.
Thanks to some people I finally cheered up a little, enjoyed a pizza and a cartoon before going to bed lol.
But I really wanna say that for those who could not understand me on this point, I think even if I'd described the problem in any sort of possible ways they won't understand because they are not able to feel the anxiety like I do. And hopefully for them ! I don't wish that to anyone.
But I need to start myself to accept that people will not understand me all the time.
And not waiting on them to be the way I would like them to be. Because they're not. And they will never be.

Outfit:

Headband by Stradivarius
Half Wig from AliExpress
Dress from Dresslily
Belt from Collectif Clothing
Sock , Happy Socks
Dr Martens Alt Bex

Love,

Lorna

xxx