Let me Fall for you

Hello Dears,

I've been missing a total black look right ? Well that's just me; one day white and pure light colors and the other its perfect opposite. But I have to admit... Black it is, damn it; and black it always be.

I learned that it's okay to like the different parts of you, like I learned to like my masculine side in me, it's okay to love and be proud of your very darkest sides too.

I've been trying to hide this, fearing I'll always look too much a goth, too much of a weirdo, too much of a witch.

(can you get why: me posting this , during October/31st Octoberish then haha)

But then what. Your hair looks too black and you cannot wear the lipstick you want?

When will a such rule exists ! Nope, I'll remain me and that is perhaps a very big metaphor for the plenty , and tons of things I would like to share (but can't because otherwise I would be banished from the Internet to let myself such exposed) but I think if you want to start to live your life you have to start doing the tiny things that will give you a smile on your face.

Yes it's 2015 late new school year, and I'm still writing this blog in a casual philosophical energy !

I've been down. Very down. I've seen places I never knew you could have it; in you. It scares me, nd it should scare you too. But I'm willing, willing to try to make it change. I'm trying my loads of different means and of course, this blog is one of the means. A very easy mean, but still. A light one.
I've been also up. I've seen people I wouldn't guess I'll meet. I was full. Full of joy and satisfaction. I want to keep this up. I want to keep the things moving the way they are.

i like it.

Look details:

Top: H&M Divided 14,99€
Jupe: Trangender Capsule Co from &other Stories 65€
Bag: H&M 29,99€ (so cooool to take out with you when you want to go and dance!)
Petites chaussettes en coton bio de chez Hema (j'en deviens folle) 4€
Shoes from old collab with Urban Outfitters

All pictures are from Apolline Durouchoux Photographies. Check out her new websites she's a great girl and own big talents for sure.

xxx

Love,

Lorna

In bed with a feeling

Hi ;
Told you I was a Parisian now, that's a view from my humble home !

I struggled to find a flat in Paris... At first I thought I would do it the right way, calling all real estates around me and all. Well, guys if you plan to do that , you're going wrong!
They're asking for 3 or 4 times the rent, when you're not even able to make one month with your wage. Oh the real estates ... Whereas :
There is now a huge power coming from the social networks and there are the best way to find what you need , in fact ...
Okay I assume some of you might think : oh not again ; no you cannot find everything on the internet blablabla...
No I know, indeed there are stuff that I hope they will remain "real" (like the joy of finishing a book and not a Kindle... haha let's not enter a new topic here) but still; if you ask where 's the place to be now; well it is in fact on the web.
I found my flatmate through this big F network and I am very glad I did it that way.

I believe , eum no I'm sure, that people can find weird that I am now living a flatshare with a guy; yes me , Lorna who doesn't know a thing about dude right ? haha
Well, I must say it is actually a good and confortable feeling! It's like being in a family. I reckon people who told me that, that it could be weird, that girls should do flatshare with girls only, have only a vision of a heterosexual point of view. But we have no intention of flirting or whatever so ..peace !
On the contrary , I would have been a bit more anxious to live with a girl, perhaps imagining that my words can be misunderstood or simply to behave au naturel, when you always want to be "chic", haha  does it sound completely crazy or does it make sense ?

Anyway, now you learned a bit more about me, I'm again very confused I vanished like this, I know I have not any obligation to write here, but I am a bit disappointed by myself though.
Let's say I was busy.
Promise I'll be open next time, and I'll tell you a bit more. Again.

The white cropped top is from River Island
The dress from Monki
I wear a Kiko lip pencil, and a Too Faced eye shadow.

Images by Camille Girault

Love,

Lorna

Free the N (the nippon inside me, what did you expect)

Helluuu Dears !
No I'm still alive !
It's hard to explain how my life had those up and downs so oftenly these days, but I'm kind of writing on a good day.
Hurray !

My life started to change completely the last few months and now I can definitely say it points onto a brand new direction.
It scares me , I have to admit but I'm sure I will have a lot to tell you about soon. I'm just gonna focus on the good sides today, and announcing that I'm actually a real Parisian now (not a surburb girl anymore!) with this blue look ;)

Oh and yes, the boobs are a bit present I know ... It's my Femen side ;)

Outfit:

Top by H&M
Trousers from &Other Stories
Nike Juvenate ; found them on Stories too!

Black Trench from Monki 

Oh and look ! New Forearm Tattoo by Armelle STB from Chez Mémé Tattoo , Paris

All pictures by Margaux Pastor Photography

Love,

Lorna

Hip Hop Dino, and your rap flow groaawws

Hi Dears,

Wow two posts in a row have you seen that before ? I don't think so.

I guess , I'm over creative when I'm alone...

Well that is not always true. But, you know when you're getting bored and you try to do everything you can't when the special one is not there ? Well, I believe half of the time it is true.

Running, hair dye, getting your nails done, singing - then stopping when you realize you cannot do more than two different tones; writing ...

Well yes I admit. I am now a hyperactive person.

Is that a problem after all ?

Nope. Not until ... Until you collapse to speak the truth ! Because now I 'm always tired : it is getting on my nerves you don't even imagine how this is a pain to feel that you're tired all the time.

But you're not stopping to be that active even more.

Remember when I was very awful after my break up ? Well I believe I built a new character and this is a part of it.

I just deal with it for now.

Get the Look
Outfit is:

Mesh top from &Other Stories; 39€
Zara shorts; 29;99€
H&M high knee socks, old- shopped in sale 
Air Force (low) 1'O7 ; special edition Stories

Hip Hop Dinosaurus Lorna by Lara Guffroy ;

Love to you all 

xxx